Tuesday, December 26, 2017
Saturday, December 16, 2017
Friday, December 15, 2017
Wednesday, December 6, 2017
Tuesday, December 5, 2017
Sunday, December 3, 2017
Saturday, December 2, 2017
Friday, December 1, 2017
Saturday, November 25, 2017
Saturday, November 18, 2017
Thursday, November 16, 2017
Thursday, November 9, 2017
Tuesday, October 31, 2017
Monday, October 30, 2017
Saturday, October 28, 2017
Thursday, October 26, 2017
Ring light....oh I'm a real Youtuber now!
LOL! well got my ring light made...yup, made. Looked up how much they cost and then looked up the good old D.I.Y. side of youtube and made my own. Problem...couldn't find a 19 ft. rope light...so had to use the next best thing...a 30 foot one. Geeze Loooooeeze! You think it's gonna sit up nice and perky on a paper towel holder? uhm...no...it wants to heave forward. The weight of this is too much. So I'm going to have to tweak it here and there as I use it. Oh it's all smoke and mirrors on Youtube right? we all sit there without our pants on and try to blur out our scuzzy backgrounds...or we decorate to make others think our lives and homes are just peachy thankyou!!!! Anyhoo...I'm coming along fairly nicely. I still am finding where I fit. I would love to have the success of a Shane Dawson or Loey Lane and who knows...maybe I'll get there but for now it's just one step forward at a time. I'm a little late to the game...but it's never too late to start having fun right? or finding your best life or what you really want to do. Point being...I like it. Onwards.
Tuesday, October 17, 2017
Monday, October 16, 2017
Wednesday, October 11, 2017
Monday, October 9, 2017
Tuesday, October 3, 2017
Saturday, September 30, 2017
Thursday, September 28, 2017
Hef and his Legacy.
Hugh Hefner passed away yesterday.
It’s always sad when most folks pass over....
leaving family and friends to go to that big naked party in the sky etc...
I’m just not sure how
I feel about him and his legacy. I’m sure he was a nice
man as far as politeness goes....I’m sure if he was my neighbour, I’d borrow
a cup of sugar from him now and again.....him
coming to the door in smoking jacket with pipe in hand.
When I was a kid, an older female friend of my sister, brought us
into her living room when her parents were out to show
us her dad’s stash of nudie magazines. Do you like them Bren?
she’d ask? yes! I’d answer shyly. I was happy to be included
in bigger girl things and slightly illicit things at that.
Naked bodies have always looked beautiful to me....touching
my artistic soul some what I guess. As I grew older I remember
how fascinated boys and men would be by these magazines....we didn’t have
internet nudes and porn just yet. I noticed that out of all
of the variety out there...Playboy seemed tamer and more
classy than the rest.....slightly soft focus....no gynecological shots.
What did hit me however was how these magazines
gave most men and boys a weird idea of female beauty
.....and gave us women one more plateau to have to reach.
I don’t know any real woman who could go around with her
own retoucher....cellulite,stretch mark, zit eraser.
We’d tell the guys that real women don’t look this way
and they’d say “I know and I don’t care”. Sigh.
Maybe we women put more importance on men’s
wank material....maybe it didn’t really matter if it “did the trick”.
I don’t know.... I personally didn’t care if any man I dated
also looked at these photos, I understood hormones, the lure
of beauty etc. Maybe it was a bit easier for me
as a woman because my artistic side always allowed for nudes
.....beauty is beauty is beauty...
It’s always sad when most folks pass over....
leaving family and friends to go to that big naked party in the sky etc...
I’m just not sure how
I feel about him and his legacy. I’m sure he was a nice
man as far as politeness goes....I’m sure if he was my neighbour, I’d borrow
a cup of sugar from him now and again.....him
coming to the door in smoking jacket with pipe in hand.
When I was a kid, an older female friend of my sister, brought us
into her living room when her parents were out to show
us her dad’s stash of nudie magazines. Do you like them Bren?
she’d ask? yes! I’d answer shyly. I was happy to be included
in bigger girl things and slightly illicit things at that.
Naked bodies have always looked beautiful to me....touching
my artistic soul some what I guess. As I grew older I remember
how fascinated boys and men would be by these magazines....we didn’t have
internet nudes and porn just yet. I noticed that out of all
of the variety out there...Playboy seemed tamer and more
classy than the rest.....slightly soft focus....no gynecological shots.
What did hit me however was how these magazines
gave most men and boys a weird idea of female beauty
.....and gave us women one more plateau to have to reach.
I don’t know any real woman who could go around with her
own retoucher....cellulite,stretch mark, zit eraser.
We’d tell the guys that real women don’t look this way
and they’d say “I know and I don’t care”. Sigh.
Maybe we women put more importance on men’s
wank material....maybe it didn’t really matter if it “did the trick”.
I don’t know.... I personally didn’t care if any man I dated
also looked at these photos, I understood hormones, the lure
of beauty etc. Maybe it was a bit easier for me
as a woman because my artistic side always allowed for nudes
.....beauty is beauty is beauty...
but
the stupidity of some of the pictures...I’m here naked in high heels
washing your car!....I’m here naked playing with farm animals!
I’m here doing road side work naked with a jack hammer
( I mean who doesn’t jack hammer naked?) I’m rolling naked in the sand !!!
(I mean...sand in crevices folks...think about it. Ow.)
Whatever.....Hef is gone...the internet has taken over, women still
get judged by their looks and men by their wallets. I’d like to think
that things have gotten better....a bit at least.
washing your car!....I’m here naked playing with farm animals!
I’m here doing road side work naked with a jack hammer
( I mean who doesn’t jack hammer naked?) I’m rolling naked in the sand !!!
(I mean...sand in crevices folks...think about it. Ow.)
Whatever.....Hef is gone...the internet has taken over, women still
get judged by their looks and men by their wallets. I’d like to think
that things have gotten better....a bit at least.
Goodbye Hef. Say hi to Marilyn, Dorothy Stratton and all those
others up there. I hope for your next life...you come back as a girl.
others up there. I hope for your next life...you come back as a girl.
Peace.
Wednesday, September 27, 2017
Saturday, September 16, 2017
Saturday, September 9, 2017
Monday, September 4, 2017
me? taking advantage of media? nahhhhhhhhhh...wink wink..O
Okay so I'm taking advantage of the media the best I can folks...heh. Not only have I added an advice or agony aunt (as my British friends say) soundcloud show to my "brand"...but I'm now making music for the into...Will this madness ever end? LOL! having so much...I hope not! I may have found my niche...er..niches? stay tuned.
Saturday, September 2, 2017
Monday, August 28, 2017
Wednesday, August 23, 2017
Monday, August 21, 2017
Sunday, August 20, 2017
Monday, August 14, 2017
Thursday, August 10, 2017
Thursday, August 3, 2017
Saturday, July 15, 2017
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
Thursday, July 6, 2017
Friday, June 16, 2017
Summer in my hair....summer in my skin...
freckles come out more during summer. It's like someone took a big hammer and broke my tan into little pieces. I'm a natural redhead..with a few blonde bits. That's how I roll.
Wednesday, May 31, 2017
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