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Oh Barbie is stuck in the sand!

Oh Barbie is stuck in the sand!
part one featuring Addy and Barbie.

Oh Barbie is stuck in the sand!

Oh Barbie is stuck in the sand!
part two. Addy is wondering if she should leave her there.

Oh Barbie is stuck in the sand

Oh Barbie is stuck in the sand
Part three. The Rescue. Addy Burdes (my grandniece age 2.5 on Rathtrevor Beach Vancouver Island).

Cherry blossoms and wind

Cherry blossoms and wind
the things you find outside of supermarkets...

Yogi and Peri

Yogi and Peri
Two budgie bird friends.

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Garden Folklore

Garden Folklore
Many of our beliefs in regards to gardens come from the old country and still exist today. Listed are just a few of them.
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Tuesday, December 26, 2017

a talk on OBE and sleep paralysis and other bits of vlogging

Saturday, December 16, 2017

Wednesday, December 6, 2017

Saturday, November 18, 2017

Thursday, November 16, 2017

Thursday, November 9, 2017

Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Monday, October 30, 2017

Thursday, October 26, 2017

Ring light....oh I'm a real Youtuber now!

LOL! well got my ring light made...yup, made. Looked up how much they cost and then looked up the good old D.I.Y. side of youtube and made my own. Problem...couldn't find a 19 ft. rope light...so had to use the next best thing...a 30 foot one. Geeze Loooooeeze! You think it's gonna sit up nice and perky on a paper towel holder? uhm...no...it wants to heave forward. The weight of this is too much. So I'm going to have to tweak it here and there as I use it. Oh it's all smoke and mirrors on Youtube right? we all sit there without our pants on and try to blur out our scuzzy backgrounds...or we decorate to make others think our lives and homes are just peachy thankyou!!!! Anyhoo...I'm coming along fairly nicely. I still am finding where I fit. I would love to have the success of a Shane Dawson or Loey Lane and who knows...maybe I'll get there but for now it's just one step forward at a time. I'm a little late to the game...but it's never too late to start having fun right? or finding your best life or what you really want to do. Point being...I like it. Onwards.

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Saturday, September 30, 2017

Thursday, September 28, 2017

Hef and his Legacy.

Hugh Hefner passed away yesterday.
It’s always sad when most folks pass over....
leaving family and friends to go to that big naked party in the sky etc...
I’m just not sure how
I feel about him and his legacy. I’m sure he was a nice
man as far as politeness goes....I’m sure if he was my neighbour, I’d borrow
a cup of sugar from him now and again.....him
coming to the door in smoking jacket with pipe in hand.

When I was a kid, an older female friend of my sister, brought us
into her living room when her parents were out to show
us her dad’s stash of nudie magazines. Do you like them Bren?
she’d ask? yes! I’d answer shyly. I was happy to be included
in bigger girl things and slightly illicit things at that.
Naked bodies have always looked beautiful to me....touching
my artistic soul some what I guess. As I grew older I remember
how fascinated boys and men would be by these magazines....we didn’t have
internet nudes and porn just yet. I noticed that out of all
of the variety out there...Playboy seemed tamer and more
classy than the rest.....slightly soft focus....no gynecological shots.

What did hit me however was how these magazines
gave most men and boys a weird idea of female beauty
.....and gave us women one more plateau to have to reach.
I don’t know any real woman who could go around with her
own retoucher....cellulite,stretch mark, zit eraser.
We’d tell the guys that real women don’t look this way
and they’d say “I know and I don’t care”. Sigh.
Maybe we women put more importance on men’s
wank material....maybe it didn’t really matter if it “did the trick”.
I don’t know.... I personally didn’t care if any man I dated
also looked at these photos, I understood hormones, the lure
of beauty etc. Maybe it was a bit easier for me
as a woman because my artistic side always allowed for nudes
.....beauty is beauty is beauty...
but
the stupidity of some of the pictures...I’m here naked in high heels
washing your car!....I’m here naked playing with farm animals!
I’m here doing road side work naked with a jack hammer
( I mean who doesn’t jack hammer naked?) I’m rolling naked in the sand !!!
(I mean...sand in crevices folks...think about it. Ow.)

Whatever.....Hef is gone...the internet has taken over, women still
get judged by their looks and men by their wallets. I’d like to think
that things have gotten better....a bit at least.
Goodbye Hef. Say hi to Marilyn, Dorothy Stratton and all those
others up there. I hope for your next life...you come back as a girl.
Peace.

Wednesday, September 27, 2017

Saturday, September 16, 2017

Saturday, September 9, 2017

Monday, September 4, 2017

me? taking advantage of media? nahhhhhhhhhh...wink wink..O

Okay so I'm taking advantage of the media the best I can folks...heh. Not only have I added an advice or agony aunt (as my British friends say) soundcloud show to my "brand"...but I'm now making music for the into...Will this madness ever end? LOL! having so much...I hope not! I may have found my niche...er..niches? stay tuned.

Saturday, September 2, 2017

Monday, August 28, 2017

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Monday, August 21, 2017

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Monday, August 14, 2017

Saturday, July 15, 2017

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Thursday, July 6, 2017

Friday, June 16, 2017

Summer in my hair....summer in my skin...


freckles come out more during summer. It's like someone took a big hammer and broke my tan into little pieces. I'm a natural redhead..with a few blonde bits. That's how I roll.