Friday, November 19, 2010
Holy Schmamolies!!!
It seems to be forever since I've posted here. I link from a friends blog led me back home. Not sure why I've been hidden..maybe just too busy with other things..and FACEBOOK! oy..that thing eats up a lot of time for me. Well it's getting closer to snow time. I'm looking forward to it like I did as a child..always that way. I've got jingle bells in my soul I think. It's a dark mid November day...my birds are happy I am home today and we're listening to the Traditional Christmas music on the telly. Wow...okay it's early but I'm in that frame of mind you see. I just spend a good chunk of time downloading winter pics. I'm feeling good, content, lucky to have such love in my life from all friends, family..and especially my guy, Steve. Almost nine years honey! He's my oak tree....heck I think we're each other's oak trees. What I seem to lack..he has..and vice versa..so it's a good fit. Okay now I'm blathering on. Hehe...I'm happy does it really matter if I blather? noooo. Have a great day peeps.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Out of body experiences..predispositon test. heh. Tell me something I didn't know!!
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Monday, May 31, 2010
Loving someone enough to let them fall
Maybe I've written before about this..I don't know. A person that I care about deeply is addicted..not to a substance but to a person. I see her getting pulled down by attaching herself to someone who does not return her love...to a person who is an addict himself and only dragging her down with him. She believes that she has point where she will say "no more" but that point is really far off in the distance it seems. I worry sometimes that she will hurt herself in the meantime ..hurting herself to a degree that she cannot repair so easily...yet...she is an adult...she is fully a person in her own right and can make her own decisions. It hurts me to see her go through this but I can't avoid her either as I am one of the few that will listen to her woes lately. I don't want to leave her without anyone else to talk to...so I guess I am sort of stuck here...trying to trust that all will work out for the best...but still trying to keep out of it and let go.
I can pray...at least I can pray.
I can pray...at least I can pray.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
ego revisited.
How odd..to be concerned with someone else's ego to the point where your own ego gets invested. Oh this bugger! this Satan! Love him for helping me to question but oh he does love to conquer the Christ self. Yes to me the Satan (Ha-Satan or the adversary) is the part of you that is ego. Ego asks you to fear, to mistrust, that the other faces of God are not really God but outside of God and therefore to be mistrusted!! There is no such thing. All is God. God is all. Ego is like one person out of tune with a shared sing-a-long that tries to be so loud that he changes the rest of us to his tune. Ego wants to be noticed for he is dying faster in this world today as we all reach inwards for the Christ-self. The Trickster path is about the questioner...the fool who refused to march along with somnambulists..the person who shakes you up...goes inbetween...knocks you off your center so that you can learn at an excelarated rate. Trickster,Satan,Sacred Fool, Heyoka, Sacred Clown, Wild man of the Woods, Crazy cat lady....The Trickster path is all about finding the truth, making sure, laughing at constructs that are build by our minds and taken as "objective reality"...mirroring others to teach, acting like an ass to teach. The Trickster path is in league with ego..sees it as useful to a degree but only due to our fall into it. The Trickster path would not have created itself had we embraced diversity, oneness and had the "perfect love that casts out all fear." Trickster path persons can get a heap of negativity thrown at them by those that don't understand..usually seeing themselves in that mirror that is worn by the fool. Since many can't see everyone and everything as a teacher and as sacred they distrust. The distrust themselves. They think that everyone has the same duplicitous nature as they do. It is not an easy path. You get laughed at, called a boor, a fool, a show off, you get distrusted, you sometimes get appreciated but you do find out who are true friends that's for sure. You also learn that you have much to learn yourself....that you have to work on ego constantly. You can get pretty smug with all that "oh aren't I clever?" folderal but then you fuck up and people help you come back down to truth..that you are no better, no worse but the same. I was born on this path ...and I have had to accept it. No...I am not nailing myself to a cross here. I just have to learn how to accept this way....work through it..talk outloud to help myself and maybe someone else out there going through shaman sickness or trying to find their way. Sometimes my words can get all twisted up...sometimes there is not a human word for the things I feel or the Gnosis that we all have so forgive me. Maybe I should just sing. :) wearing a bright yellow duck suit and standing outside the Law offices ofcourse.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Sell your pictures on Fotki!
Sell your pictures on Fotki !!! http://signup.fotki.com/?inv_l=kfqqsfkwrsdk
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
New Pictures from me
Hey all, I've just joined Fotki and have uploaded a small amount of my pics for viewing so far..most of them are nature,flowers etc. I invite you to come to my Fotki page http://public.fotki.com/Ravynwolfe and check out my albums. I will be adding more each day. All these pictures are for sale and may be purchased at Fotki. Love Ravynwolfe
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
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