Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
thoughts on dreams, out of body flying etc.
Thoughts.
I fly. Now whether in dreams or in out of body experiences (which I really think they are)..they are incredibly real experiences. I feel all movement..I feel it on what seems to be skin..in my hair...I see in vivid colours and clarity.
Sometimes I fly into different realms or dimensions. I've done this since a child. One particular "real" dream I was flying over a beach and saw "myself" as a child walking with my older sister. I swooped down infront of myself (my spirit?..seemed to be older) and I hugged my young self saying "it will all be alright". This has stayed with me my whole life.
I've also had a shamanistic death and rebirth experience in the dream state or whatever you would call it. Before I even had heard of dismembering the body and then reforming it. The woman that took me through the process had long black hair...some sort of drapey covering over her body and was long limbed. I believe it was Saraya...my spirit guide..or one of my spirit guides.
I've also swam in the golden and blue waters in a heavenly place. All there were persons that had passed over and we were joyfully swimming. Everything felt real.
I've also dipped myself into various coloured pools..glowing with brilliant colours of gold, cerise,blue,orange....they only thing I could come away with is that it was if I was dipping into someone's chakras...the earths? a place? everything around me was dark.The colours of the pools glowed in the darkness.
There is a difference to these "dreams" in that they are an upping of reality that goes beyond so called "regular" dreams. There is an intensity to them to screams to be noticed.
I fly. Now whether in dreams or in out of body experiences (which I really think they are)..they are incredibly real experiences. I feel all movement..I feel it on what seems to be skin..in my hair...I see in vivid colours and clarity.
Sometimes I fly into different realms or dimensions. I've done this since a child. One particular "real" dream I was flying over a beach and saw "myself" as a child walking with my older sister. I swooped down infront of myself (my spirit?..seemed to be older) and I hugged my young self saying "it will all be alright". This has stayed with me my whole life.
I've also had a shamanistic death and rebirth experience in the dream state or whatever you would call it. Before I even had heard of dismembering the body and then reforming it. The woman that took me through the process had long black hair...some sort of drapey covering over her body and was long limbed. I believe it was Saraya...my spirit guide..or one of my spirit guides.
I've also swam in the golden and blue waters in a heavenly place. All there were persons that had passed over and we were joyfully swimming. Everything felt real.
I've also dipped myself into various coloured pools..glowing with brilliant colours of gold, cerise,blue,orange....they only thing I could come away with is that it was if I was dipping into someone's chakras...the earths? a place? everything around me was dark.The colours of the pools glowed in the darkness.
There is a difference to these "dreams" in that they are an upping of reality that goes beyond so called "regular" dreams. There is an intensity to them to screams to be noticed.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Friday, November 19, 2010
Holy Schmamolies!!!
It seems to be forever since I've posted here. I link from a friends blog led me back home. Not sure why I've been hidden..maybe just too busy with other things..and FACEBOOK! oy..that thing eats up a lot of time for me. Well it's getting closer to snow time. I'm looking forward to it like I did as a child..always that way. I've got jingle bells in my soul I think. It's a dark mid November day...my birds are happy I am home today and we're listening to the Traditional Christmas music on the telly. Wow...okay it's early but I'm in that frame of mind you see. I just spend a good chunk of time downloading winter pics. I'm feeling good, content, lucky to have such love in my life from all friends, family..and especially my guy, Steve. Almost nine years honey! He's my oak tree....heck I think we're each other's oak trees. What I seem to lack..he has..and vice versa..so it's a good fit. Okay now I'm blathering on. Hehe...I'm happy does it really matter if I blather? noooo. Have a great day peeps.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Out of body experiences..predispositon test. heh. Tell me something I didn't know!!
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Monday, May 31, 2010
Loving someone enough to let them fall
Maybe I've written before about this..I don't know. A person that I care about deeply is addicted..not to a substance but to a person. I see her getting pulled down by attaching herself to someone who does not return her love...to a person who is an addict himself and only dragging her down with him. She believes that she has point where she will say "no more" but that point is really far off in the distance it seems. I worry sometimes that she will hurt herself in the meantime ..hurting herself to a degree that she cannot repair so easily...yet...she is an adult...she is fully a person in her own right and can make her own decisions. It hurts me to see her go through this but I can't avoid her either as I am one of the few that will listen to her woes lately. I don't want to leave her without anyone else to talk to...so I guess I am sort of stuck here...trying to trust that all will work out for the best...but still trying to keep out of it and let go.
I can pray...at least I can pray.
I can pray...at least I can pray.
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